Day 1000

Wow. It's here. I've made it. Four digits. A thousand days.

And y'know what? It was pretty much just a day like any other. I didn't think about it till after six this evening. Made myself a sundae in honor of the day itself but ended up not wanting what seemed like cloying sweetness after all for whatever reason -- may be getting sick.

It's just so much better in every way to have that dysfunctional relationship behind me. It's hard as hell at first but it gets easier and it's really worth it. You don't grow self-esteem overnight but the complete loss of Routinely Feeling Shame kicks in pretty early and just keeps getting better.