In bed a smidge before -nine- haha and that’s so awesome this is just a short note to say that I’ve caved to the Sugar Demon again — I was doing really well with not overdoing the sweets these past few days but no more. You see a couple weeks ago I flunked my Cologuard test which means now I gotta get the colonoscopy I expected the Cologuard test to say I didn’t need. It’s this Friday so the stupid low-residue diet started today which means I can’t stay in denial. That test has a high false positive rate so logically I’m not worried but there’s always that nagging asshole in the back saying “yeah but what if?”
I’d be doing better with it if my family drama would let up enough for me to even acknowledge I -have- feelings on the issue but so far not yet. Maybe that’s a blessing in disguise; who knows?
Anyhow sorta grim out here.
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