Better today but there’s still room for improvement. Did the work stuff I had to do but left way too much for Monday - mental state was largely “sick of all this” so I spent far too much of the day websurfing. Didn’t walk, either - it was freakishly bitter cold and I couldn’t force myself to do the treadmill - even with a decent audiobook it’s still pretty dull.
Middle fetched dinner for everyone though so that was nice and I had a new book which was also nice. No plans at all for tomorrow so I’m hoping to sleep in and maybe get back to baseline. I got a box of donuts so breakfast is already set.
Wish I had something wisecorcwitty or at least silly to offer but I’m still kinda tapped out and barely getting by emotionally. Well I do have one thing: in the long run, self care works way better than booze. May not feel like it in the short term but it totally does.
I hope your tomorrow is better.
ReplyDeleteI know it seems this time of year is not energy producing.
You do have a LOT on your plate. I know I have said that before, but you do.
Self-care is definitely better than drinking.
xo
Wendy
Thanks for kind words! It never seems like all that much in the moment because it’s just what life is but when I step back from it or someone points it out...yeah I do have a lot of life-stuff.
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