I just now realized that Saturday was my two years and two months soberversary. Totally forgot about it till now.
Went back to work and that was okay although I hadn’t been there a whole two hours before the tension was back. Such is the way of the world.
Had some family drama too - doesn’t it just figure?
However it is really good knowing that I’m gonna wake up feeling totally fine because I have managed to get off the booze roller coaster. I don’t know how I could possibly live the life I’ve been living and still have alcohol on board - I’d be half-dead and fully in despair all the time...oh wait, I was.
This is better. Life is still often hard and occasionally sucky but it’s not -ever- as bad as the drinking/loathing cycle.
It's such a gift! You are truly a living testament to the fact that life is better, not perfect, being AF!
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Wendy
Aww...thanks for kind words! You are right: it is indeed a gift we give ourselves. A really wonderful one.
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