The days keep piling up, which is nice. On the other hand this was a really out-of-sorts one. I'm awfully resentful that the easing-off of work stuff isn't happening next week after all because of my colleague's bereavement leave...which made it that much easier to get resentful over the whole household/shopping/stuff routine too.
But it does no good to -keep- dragging around a bag full of resentment pebbles so I did the bare minimum of stuff, spent a lot of time in my computer gaming world, got pizza for dinner and have settled into bed early. Closing down the mountain is always a good way to go when emotions run high. Bed with dog, phone and a book is more healing and soothing than just about anywhere else...and it only took me five decades to figure that out!
I love that you blog and I follow you every day, am sorry I haven't said thank you before. I'm heading for 180 days and I like to think I can make it to where you are now. I'm glad your life isn't suddenly perfect sober, mines not either!
ReplyDeleteWay to go Grace!! Keep on!! It only gets better!
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Wendy
Welcome and thanks, Grace! It helps me to check into blogland every day so I'm always pleased when it helps others too. UTT is right - go you! It does keep getting better. Life itself doesn't get any easier but you slowly get better at Dealing With Stuff.
DeleteSorry if that came out a bit wrong, I truly hope your life gets better every single day and you do have a sober perfect life it's just a bit reassuring to know it's not just me that has ups and downs, sorry x
ReplyDeleteNo worries - I totally got what you meant :)
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