Quiet day.
Took a four hour nap in the middle of the day which seems to have made the anger vanish so now I'm wondering if the anger was of the overtired tantrum-y toddler variety. In any case I'm glad it's gone.
Beautiful weather today - downright hot this afternoon. Not one single Actual Task today; I did some crocheting and finished my novel. Tomorrow I get the oldest of our three cars fixed up so we can eventually transfer it to Eldest and SiL...but that is the only chore remaining for the whole vacation.
So far, so good.
I had to look at my resentments, and I had many.
ReplyDeleteI wrote them down, and asked myself, do I have any control over this person or situation.
I looked at if I felt my self-esteem begin attacked.
Many of my resentments were that I wanted to be first, or included, or felt I had been wronged by someone.
I have been able to really let go of many of these resentments and I am much less angry than I used to be.
xo
Wendy
It is so easy to add pebbles to the bag of resentment...if not really careful before you know it you're dragging around a heavy weight. I work on resentment all the time too...but recent history excepted, I too am far less angry overall than I was a year ago.
ReplyDeleteThat is awesome!
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