Friday, August 5, 2016

Day 77: Eleven weeks

The numbers are piling up which is nice.

I just wish I'd have some of that pink cloud stuff I read about. Today by all objective criteria should have been a great day: off work, went back to sleep for an hour, did essentially no cooking or cleaning, had frozen yogurt in the middle of the day and a whole stack of new library books...but I still had a big sad going on.

Maybe tomorrow will be better.

1 comment:

  1. Day 60+ for me became kind of blah. I think the reason the pink cloud goes away is just that we get used to a new routine. Not drinking is not new anymore, just the way it is. So we then have to process through the grief of that loss and it just takes time. It's okay to be feeling mellow!