Saturday, May 13, 2017

Day 358

Well technically Day 359 since it is close to two in the morning

Much family drama. Much. Still sober. Glad I'm so close to a year that even when whole rest of family started imbibing I wasn't particularly tempted. Been doing this sober thing long enough that it wasn't even really a consideration any more than eating meat would be.

Good thing too as "hey I'm a sober person" is currently one of the few positive self-esteem things I've got going for myself. Glad it's a big one.

Things will improve; they always do. Probably not tomorrow as that's the day we throw Scylla and Charybdis into the mix but maybe the day after. And once I do get to sleep I won't wake up feeling like hell so there's that.


  1. I am sorry you have so much family drama!
    But I am SO happy you are sober, and able to sleep, and take care of yourself!
    You are so close to a year!!

  2. I shouldn't laugh. I so hope things went ok...

  3. Thanks for the kind thoughts! And of course it's fine to laugh; Scylla and Charybdis is supposed to be funny.

    It was really freaking awful but it is also now more than 24 hours in the past. There will still be fallout from it I'm sure but the event itself is over, praise be.